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by Josh Aroesti

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1.
1, 2, 3, 4 I'll give you my life If you promise that you'll keep yours safe inside Next to mine Watch them laugh entangled in the night That's right My life is yours inside a tiny box And that's fine It's youre to hold and keep safe for the time Time Every second I spend Talking to you It doesn't make up for the time that you deserve I can only give you words from here I hope they're all you need right now 'Cause I'm Not in the right place at the right time If I were with you now I'd make you feel okay In a beautiful car crash of the words I want to say Oh they'll mean more face to face Oh they'll mean more face to face That's right My life yours inside a tiny box It's mine But yours to hold and keep safe for the time
2.
Let's go to the zoo And maybe I'll go home with you Let's go to the park And hang around 'til it gets dark On Primrose Hill On Primrose Hill Let's go on the tube And maybe I'll go back with you Let's go and lie down On the grass just north of town On Primrose Hill On Primrose Hill Life will never be the same again And I don't care We're fine Life will never be the same again And I don't care 'Cause I'm yours On Primrose Hill (I shiver and I'm alright, I don't care) On Primrose Hill (I open up my eyes and I smile, 'cause you're there) On Primrose Hill (I never thought that this would happen, but I'm so glad it did) On Primrose Hill (I havent felt that happy in a long time) Said I haven't felt this happy In a long long time
3.
They're trying to sell sex If the arse is good then the art is good They're trying to sell sex If the facade is good then the art is good She's got a face for radio She know's because they told her so She's got a face for radio She know's because they told her so They're trying to sell sex The intent's not good and the art's not good They're trying to sell sex It's not empowering, it's humiliating Yeah the puppetiers are on the loose She's got a face for radio She know's because they told her so She's got a face for radio She know's because they told her so She's got a face for radio She know's because they told her so She's got a face for radio She know's because they told her so
4.
Breakaway 03:32
It seems you've forgotten You're a human being underneath Even if you with you weren't Even if you wish to somehow fight the urge You just can't break away I couldn't help but overhear you say You wish you were somewhere else You wish you lived the life of someone else That's just what you've become A product of the cynicle and dumb Don't fly then crash and burn Don't bury yourself away 'til it's your turn It won't come around At this rate you will not be around To see your rise or fall Posters of your face on every wall Someday I want to hear you say The world's a better place than the one that you left behind Someday I want to hear you say The world's a better place than the one that you left behind Like a fish drowning in water Or like the cuts you didn't feel until the bath You fade away from mind A memory half as sharp as other kinds You thought it was okay To come up with a plan to run away At least that gave you time Thinking out your problems acting fine We all have our bad days We all have days we want to get away It's strange yours seem to laugh Stranger still how I still make you laugh Someday I want to hear you say The world's a better place than the one that you left behind Someday I want to hear you say The world's a better place than the one that you left behind Someday I want to hear you say The world's a better place than the one that you left behind Mundane, thus so easy to say The world's a better place than the one that you left behind Once upon a time
5.
Gasp 02:45
We are ants floating out to sea We are broken, can't you see? I gasp for air I sink, I drown The waves they knock me up and down I drink the sea, there's no control Help me, help me Down I fall But I'm not the only one Yeah I'll die when I am done Hold my hand we're floating out to sea We are broken can't you sea? I hit the deck, the sharks attack Help me, I'm not coming back I'm falling down in to the blue What the hell am I gonna do? I'm not the only one Yeah I'll die when I am done Hold my hand we're floating out to sea I'm not leaving, can't you see?
6.
Faces dimly lit under over hanging kitchen lights We sat on the floor What makes this night so different from other nights? Well an exodus of sorts Our brain floods our heads with thoughts That soon we'll be alone Surrounded Surrounded We cannot help but cry I try to hold tears back but I Know it's not the last time Seven years condensced in to a night This'll be gone soon It'll be expensive train rides to the moon And then I'll be alone Surrounded Surrounded by The throbbing face of the crowd A thousand faces that scream too loud I can't scream loud The throbbing face of the crowd A thousand faces that scream too loud I'm new again I'll have to make myself again I don't want to not see my friends or find new ones to know I hope that they don't end up like my Primary School ones though 'Cause I said we'd always be friends Now look I've gone and lost touch with them all I don't want to see the ones I love now And not recognise their smells But be Surrounded Surrounded by The throbbing face of the crowd A thousand faces that scream too loud I can't scream loud The throbbing face of the crowd A thousand faces that scream too loud I'm new again I'll have to make myself again
7.
Seventeen 01:15
She says it's best (It's not) I know it's not (She's got) One eye on you But the other eye's not on her pride It's not okay She doesn't mind It's best (So what?) We know it's not (It's not?) Find time to stop So we can tell her it's a bad idea And now I'm getting out of here It's best (She's lost) She's lost the plot (Or not) It's what she wants But what she wants is gonna ruin her You know it's gonna ruin her I'll tell you what (It's bad) So maybe not (That's bad) She's done it now She's off throwing her life away We knew she wasn't here to stay So I (You what?) Won't even try (To stop) Her run away And the inevetable happening There's no stopping it happening I'm gone (She won't) Remember me (She don't) And I don't care So really why should I now care I'm just a t-shirt she won't wear And now I hope she doesn't dare And now I hope she doesn't dare
8.
Believer 03:25
Scale the walls of popular belief Breach the windows of common grief Hear the ones whose hearts are beating Listen to your loved ones sleeping Look in your mind for memories And scour your heart for feelings Take on the world for teachings And then there's all of us believing Loose your grip and start to fall Your mind won't save you from the storm Falling from the bricks of towers Remember when you were in power Look in your mind for memories And scour your heart for feelings Take on the world for teachings And then there's all of us believing Scale the walls of popular belief Breach the windows of common grief Hear the ones whose hearts are beating Listen to your loved ones breathing Breathing
9.
I don't want to get older anymore I don't want to feel it grip me and pull away from who I was 'Cause I know that I'm still here I just don't write the same I don't think the same But I know that I'm still here I just don't write the same I don't think the same at all I reall want to breathe out and for my breathe to turn to steam Like it did when I was small Because it doesn't feel the same anymore And sometimes the saddest songs make me happiest Because they verbalise the way I feel in ways I'd never thought Well I just want to lay down With the ants in the uncut grass And I'll bring all my friends And we'll wonder how it is we grew up so fast My memories smell like Year 5 school trips Or cooking on Christmas day Like trips to model railways Oh I just can't feel it in the same way Sometimes the crisp and cold makes me happiest Wrapped in layers I'll step to the beat When I'm running down The Southbank or Regent Street When I just want to lay on the ground With the ants in the uncut grass And I'll have all my friends And we'll wonder how it is we grew up so fast How did we grow up so fast? How did we grow up so fast?
10.
It's the one way ticket train Mum always said you were a pain But if it's the end it's right you know Now you're getting ready to go So put on your best suit Shined shoes and smile to boot You were never one to leave a lady waiting round for you And she's in the waiting room She was told you'd be here soon She was the one you love The one you couldn't be happy without So I hope you're ready to go Are your bags all packed? Can you hear our voice? We're here, and we're here standing next to you So what are you gonna do? Look up and take that leap In drug induced sleep Your lover's on the other side for you Now you can dance the night away Somewhere you'll always stay There's nothing here There's nothing left to fear This house it stays the same Thrugh happy times and pain There's somewhere more important in the sky For when you give up this fight She sits impatiently tonight Her hand on yours and mind up in the clouds So even if you cannot hear I know in body that you're here So just let go and run in to the light But surely now's the time You were told we'd all be fine And we hope that you'll be too So I hope you're ready to go Are your bags all packed? Can you hear our voice? We're here, and we're here staying next to you So do what you have to do Look up and take that leap In drug induced sleep Your lover's on the other side for you And as videotapes play We say what we want to say A dream-like state It's times like these it hurts too much to wait But I promise that we will Until at night we feel the chill And then it'll be your turn To wait around for us
11.
The Realist 04:37
I like to think that we stay the same We don't We are constant We change like ice to water Like old people get shorter Like English Summer sun in to rain And I guess we have to face it We don't all stay the same In everything but name You'll grow up Becoming who you want to be You'll grow up Change to who you ought to be And I will have no say People always change Please remain the same And I will have no say People always change Please remain the same I like to think that man is good (So are you deaf, or blind, or?...) But it's not all bad (Oh right, so I'll put you down as unrealistic? Clueless? Idiotic?) We try and change what's broken We're not all too outspoken Lots are tollerant of everyone (Okay, so that's clueless) And I guess we have to face it Not everyone's the same And not just by their names We grow up Becoming who we're told to be We grow up Change to who we want to be And I will have no say People make mistakes Make choices that are sane And I will have no say People make mistakes Make choices that are sane You'll grow up (And I will have no say) Becoming who you want to be (I will have no say) And I will grow up too It happens to the best of us
12.
Little Feet 04:24
Look at your face Haven't seen you this way Since Primary School days Now I don't know what I'm to say Some things don't change But some people estrange Themselves from the past From the characters of themselves they'd cast I'm gonna be Chewed up and spat back out And all of the friends I've lost Will seem further away than before Yeah I think I'll miss them more Every little detail that I saw Think I'll miss them more Take me in or take me out I miss when I had lived without a doubt Take me in or take me out I loved when I could live without a doubt I doubt I'll feel that way again I doubt, I doubt The weekend was God And I knew that because I prayed it would come soon Whenever soon was It meant so much more Like the fields that I saw When I sat in the backseat They were more than fields of hay or wheat But playgrounds for my little feet And those of all my friends But playgrounds for my little feet With the earliest friends I'd ever meet Where everything I say I mean Where the smallest things were dreams I'm gonna be Chewed up and spat back out And all of the friends I've lost Will seem further away than before Yeah I think I'll miss them more Every little detail that I saw I think I'll miss them more Take me in or take me out I miss when I had lived without a doubt Take me in or take me out I loved when I could live without a doubt I doubt I'll feel this way again I doubt, I doubt And I had pulled the daisies out Scraped at the dry ground that it had And told my friends that I was glad They weren't just in my dreams Now they're only in my dreams Take me in or take me out I miss when I had lived without a doubt A doubt, I doubt
13.
Maybe you're lonely Maybe you don't have to be Maybe all your friends are here and trying to get to you Maybe you're not like me Maybe you don't have to be Maybe open up your heart and let new people through Do what makes you, you Do what you would do If you meant as much to you as we do Maybe you're anxious Maybe you can't take this Maybe your emotions all just blur up in to one Maybe you cry to sleep Maybe you sleep to die Maybe we want to help but don't know how to try Do what makes you, you Do what you would do If you meant as much to you as we do Were you told you were worthless? Do you think you don't deserve us? Is your only expression from all the colours in your hair? Does your music understand you Like you think your parents don't do And all the boys you fall in love with just don't understand you

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I finally put all my good music together in to an album! The guitar, piano, synth, and vocals are all played by me, but the drums and bass are recorded, with my fingers, on Garageband, on my phone. The whole album was made on Garageband on my phone using only the phone microphone and a bit of...wishful thinking. Well, I hope you like it!

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released January 6, 2014

Josh Aroesti

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I hope you enjoy my music half as much as I love you for even bothering to read this

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