1. |
We Don't Have Fun
04:39
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I haven't been myself
I've not been someone else
And I have not had time to tell my body it'll be okay
And I know I'll feel better
Because I always do
And I won't just do it without your help
I'll do it without you
And we don't have fun
No we don't have fun
We just sit inside and wait for the rain to come
'Cause we don't have fun
No we don't have a good time
We just sit inside and wait for the sun to subside
I've been over heating
I have crossed my wires
The bed always just feels too hot
And I always feel too tired
And chunks keep falling off me
With pieces I can't see
Well I found the cure for loneliness
But it doesn't work on me
We don't have fun
No we don't have fun
We just sit inside and wait for the rain to come
'Cause we don't have fun
We don't have a good time
We just sit inside and wait for the sun to subside
And I know that you wouldn't
'Cause I know that's not you
But the more I think the more I fear it's becoming me
There's a body in my bed
An apparition in my head
That haunts the space between the bedside table
And the space between your legs
I found the cure for loneliness
Is it in my head?
I found the cure for loneliness
Is it in my bed?
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2. |
Oh No Yoko!
04:06
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This makes me uncomfortable
I think that you should know
It's not as if I don't approve
I do want to go home though
I've been domesticated
I was never wild
You must know that by now
You've known me since I was a child, boy
Oh I just wish I was at home with Laura
We could watch some Grand Designs and fall asleep
Oh I just wish I was at home with Laura
We could look online at all the flora we will buy
One day
Once all the streets fall away
This all makes me feel upset
And you have not been told
I've not got a thing to say
This conversation's grown old
What did you expect from me?
You know I don't cope
If this is the way change is going
I don't have a hope, man
I just wish I was at home with Laura
We could watch some Grand Designs and fall asleep
Oh I just wish I was at home with Laura
We could look outside at all the front doors we will buy
One day
Once all the streets fall away
Away, away
We'll live in a rooftop home
In the city or the snow
Someday, someday
We won't have a thing to say, love
I know you like it that way
Someday, once all of this falls away
Nothing anybody says
Makes any sense these days
And all I ever want to do
Is sit by the water and waste the night away, away
'Cause you're the shimering face in the water
Looking up from the lake, the lake
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3. |
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This head filled with bubbles
Is peeling like the tangering walls
Of old Mediterranean buildings
Just hung up on the spelling
When I only have to say it
How's my driving?
(You're doing fine)
How's my smiling?
(You're doing fine)
How's my driving
(You're doing fine, you're doing fine, you're doing fine)
Well I sold everything I have
So now I'm left with nothing
And I don't think it's that bad to get shit done
I just wish I wasn't the only one
Still not getting shit done
How's my driving?
(You're doing fine)
How's my smiling?
(You're doing fine)
How's my driving
(You're doing fine, you're doing fine, you're doing fine)
Well I just need to do
And get my body to the floor
It's so cold but so comfortable
PVC, linoleum
When it rots and only then
When the floor caves in then maybe
PVC, linoleum
Once it's decomposed I can
But I can't tell the difference anyway
PVC, linoleum
Scoop it out and start again
When the floor caves in then I'll be
PVC, linoleum
tools to break and tools to bend
But I can't tell the difference anyway
How's my driving?
(You're doing fine)
How's my smiling?
(You're doing fine)
How's my driving
(You're doing fine, you're doing fine, you're doing fine)
It's a mixed bag I suppose
It's all a drag I suppose
It's not so bad I suppose
It's all I have
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4. |
You Wish, You Wish
02:47
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They went to town on you today
And if you close your eyes enough
It's hard enough to see
As he came bowling down the hill
It wasn't what it did to him
But what it did to me
Well fix this place up, start again
You wish, you wish
They went to town on you today
In almost every single way
Yet still the memory fades
As he went bowling down the hill
It wasn't that we came for you
But that you came for me
Well fix this place up, start again
You wish, you wish
This is how it has to be?
You wish
Throw in the towel or throw in the key
And watch them try to grab a piece
You wish
You wish
You wish
You wish
You wish
You wish
Fix this place up, start again
You wish, you wish
This is how it has to be?
You wish
Throw in the towel or throw in the key
And watch them try to grab a piece
You wish
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5. |
How Would I Know?
04:11
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I wish I could be somewhere opulant
Where everything falls in to place, yeah
The candle stays lit in some room in the back
There's never a reason
God only knows that
So how would I know?
Like pushing won't make something turbulent
Like talking about it will help you repent
They say there's a heaven
You know that they're wrong
'Cause that's what it says in the scriptures and songs
And that's how you know
But how would I know?
Something political
Something crass
Something ridiculous
Something sad
Something to cover your eyes helps you sleep
Some act of kindness to humanise me
But if the noise never ends
Then you'll never switch off
And all that you have makes you worry alot
Oh it doesn't matter now
It doesn't matter now
I wish I could make something good of it
But burying the hatchet's not burying the dead
The room stays the same once the shiva's been sat
And someone interjects with
"it doesn't mean that!"
Well how would I know?
How would I know?
Something political
Something crass
Something ridiculous
Something sad
Something to cover your eyes helps you sleep
Some act of kindness to humanise me
But if the noise never ends
Then you'll never switch off
And all that you have makes you worry alot
If the noise never ends
Then you'll never switch off
And all that you have makes you worry alot
Oh it doesn't matter now
It doesn't matter now
It doesn't matter now
But how would I know?
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6. |
Oll Korrect
02:10
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Small steps, small steps
I don't think I know anyone now
Wake up, get dressed
Not lost my marbles
They're all in my head
Just bouncing and rolling around
But never falling out
Small steps, small steps
Formaldehyde when wide awake
Is just so inept
Looking out at everybody looking in
And the blue tints my eyes
But the lack of motions' fine
For a while
Small steps, small steps
A foot upon the clutch will roll me right back to bed
But if I were you I wouldn't even try
If you thought that cars would fly
Well you'll still find me waiting with a smile
Small steps, small steps
A video to help me sleep with not one regret
But it's the waking up that really drags you down
And the conversation's nice until you'd rather be alone
And yet again
You're up driving yourself around the bend
Small steps, small steps
A work of art can sometimes just look like a big mess
And that's the way I'll live my life for now
So hail fellow well met
I'll listen out to get the oll korrect
And if I don't, well that'll be OK
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7. |
Live in the City
04:39
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A cat on a driveway, NW3
It lives more comfortably than me
Well the fire destroyed the market
And the trainline did the rest
Live in the city
God I feel lonely
God i'm wearing thin
Live in the city
Live in the city
Live in the city with me
We'd run away together
But you know there's nowhere better
Better than here
Wait outside your house
And we'll drive around for hours
Well the supermarkets and coffee shops are the same
Wherever you go
Live in the city
God I feel lonely
God i'm wearing thin
Live in the city
Live in the city
Live in the city with me
You keep trying to dream up something
But it's always the one where you run 'til it feels like you're falling
You dress up mannequins
And sit them round the table where your friends had been before
And then you don't even bother
Oh and everywhere's the same wherever you go
When you don't go anywhere
Live in the city
God I feel lonely
God i'm wearing thin
Live in the city
Live in the city
Live in the city with me
Oh please let me be in your gang
I'll be the keys to your front door
When you've forgotten before
I'll twist and shout in any amount
These insurmountable fears are forgotten about
Oh please let me be in your gang
I'll be magnolia on your wall
And I won't mind at all
I'll twist and shout in any amount
Do all of the things I'd forgotten about
All about
Oh and live in the city
Live in the city
Live in the city
Live in the city
Live in the city
Live in the city
With me
With me
With me
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8. |
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Open a window
The Earth floats below
But it won't mind
If I just need some space
And airlocks, they break
But I'm told it feels great to leave this
Glorified hotel room of a home behind
Two feet on the deck
The Earth's not a speck
But it's not much more than meaningless
The floor, it never creaks
No doors try to speak, it's all just
Perfectly formed, whitewashed, and sterilised to me
And space gets in to your mind
And in to your eyes
But it can't turn you blind
If there's already no light
Turn off my phone I'm going outside
Tell them I'm busy so might not reply
When the doors open it'll feel like seconds
But it feels like forever
First, step from the ship
There's steel, then there's grit
And then there's me
But I still don't know what that means
And I won't try to learn
If there's fuel to burn then damn this
Stay inside and wonder why life I lead
A hallway lined with lights
And more terrabytes than I can dream
Are so much less than me
I will put myself first
If it all comes off worse then who cares?
But I swear I've not been there since the day I left
Years, and I've had enough
The door opens up and everything that I've missed
Is out there just like this
Turn off my phone I'm going outside
Tell them I'm busy so might not reply
When the doors open it feels like seconds
But it feels like forever
Space flies past my screen
Where have I been all this time?
I feel like I've been asleep
I float tied to the ship
But how can it be that all this
Weighed on me like the force of the space I'm floating in?
I just want to go home
I'll live my life like I'm meant to do
I'll have all the modern worries
But I'll get through
And if the rocket explodes
I don't think I'll mind all that much
I don't think I'd care
Turn off my phone I'm going outside
Tell them I'm busy so might not reply
When the doors open it feels like seconds
But it feels like forever
Turn off my phone I'm going outside
Tell them I'm busy so might not reply
When the doors open it feels like seconds
But it feels like forever
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9. |
Aragón
04:45
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They sent men into my town today
They sent men into my house
Four months for this place to be rid of me
Four months for me to get out
Every ship that sails from now
Means that soon it might be too late
Can any man with any power
Just give me time to cooperate
On the boats away from the shore
I won't raise my voice anymore
Other than for my old Aragon
I threw out all that I know today
Put my whole life on the fire
There are so many people I want to blame
But they keep telling me this goes higher
There's not one thing that I can keep
Other than the words on my lips
I don't know how long I'll be walking for
Down to the coast of Catalonia
On the soles of my feet
And until I feel complete
I will mourn the loss of Aragon
And now I know where I'd have been
If it wasn't for The Queen
And how I couldn't love any God I'd seen
As much as my history
Everything I forget from now
Means it's just a little too late
My life just has to adapt from now
Even if it's not my mistake
But I'll still proclaim
From some empire far away
I'll proclaim how I miss Aragon
But every time I turn around it's like there's someone behind me
And every time I stop to think I think that they're gonna find me
Captured and asked for words of song
How can I sing now that I'm gone?
Still they demand
"Sing us a song of Aragon"
And on the holy days
When I've sat down to pray
I will pray next year in Aragon
Oh I'll pray for I miss Aragon
Oh I'll pray next year in Aragon
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10. |
Build a Home
04:58
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I can't believe my eyes
As much as I try
It seems the sky keeps falling in
I know noone wants to die
Any more than I
Any more than I
So we hold it up
This shithouse of bricks and mortar
And it keeps falling down
My town
Can't keep on holding itself up
As long as people sleep on the ground
My town's got nowhere to live
But there's so many people around
My town
Will keep on falling as long as these sandcastles keep getting blown down
Look at how you're holding up
In these office blocks that are growing up
As high as the ground
On which they stand
You understand that I don't understand
That I don't understand
It won't let up
This business of bricks and mortar's plugged so deep in the ground
I've found
It can't keep holding itself up
As long as people sleep on the ground
My town
With nowhere to live
But so many people around
My town
Will keep on falling as long as these sadncastles keep getting blown down
And people gather at the station
They're going home
They're going home
They're going home
Their destination?
They're going home
They're going home
They're going home
Love, pick up the phone
I'm coming home
I'm coming home
I'm coming home
(Well all I ever want to do was make a home
Was make a home all on my own
My own two feet
To build a home
But I'm on my own
I'm on my own)
All the towers so tall
Well you should have known
Before you built your home
You should have known
How my workplace has grown
You should have known
Before you built your home
Yeah you should have known
(Rent goes up in the places we've grown
Turn a house in to a home and try to make it your own
A top floor office panorama for you
Of other building sights that will soon only block out your view)
And thousands of pounds to be crammed in to carriages
Well I am going home
Waiting out in the rain read aloud from the jumbotron
'The forecasts looking fine'
(Another carpark
Another platform
Another office built for you
Another carpark
Another platform
Another office block for you
Another carpark
Another platform)
Another place from which to jump
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11. |
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There's a body in my bed
An apparition in my head
That haunts the space between the bedside table and your legs
My lungs cannot stop filling
My knuckles don't quite crack
Whatever time I lose from this
I hope I get it back
And we don't have fun
We don't have fun
If I feel rotten now then the rot has already begun
'Cause we don't have fun
We don't have a good time
And this will never change
No matter how much I try
I haven't been myself
But that's all I can be
And if the bats fly out of an open window
It was I who set them free
Well if that's the cure for loneliness it's lost on me
We don't have fun
We don't have fun
We don't have fun
We don't have fun
(Chunks keep falling
Chunks keep falling off me
Pieces I can't
Pieces I can't see)
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Josh Aroesti London, UK
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